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✨MY ANGELS✨

Hello, hello lovelies❤️ When things are going well in my life, I run towards joy by asking questions.  When things are hard, I detach.  Back in the day when things got hard, it was nothing for me to lock myself in my apartment all weekend.  Eating, sleeping, watching movies with no outside contact.  As time has passed, I've learned to process differently.  It's no longer about hiding. It's about regrouping, looking inward, and asking for guidance from the divine. Regrouping is essential, but so is having a group of wise, encouraging, honest, loving women in your corner.  I, for a very long time, placed romantic love on a pedestal and disregarded the many other kinds of love that exist in this world.  One of the most important loves, the love between friends/sisters/women.  It was as if I woke up one morning, and there were all of these beautiful hands stretched out around me, embracing me, pulling me in.  I feel like each one of my sister...

✨WHAT FEELS LIKE LOSS MAY BE A BOUNTIFUL BLESSING✨

Hello, hello lovelies❤️ Within the last eight months my mother passed away, my ex-husband took me to court for custody of our daughter, due to a significant leak I was forced to leave my apartment for 2 weeks, and just last week my boyfriend told me he was no longer in love with me.  I am physically, mentally, and spiritually depleted. The ending of our relationship has left me breathless.  My stomach aches with demoralization, despair, and paralyzing hopelessness.  The thought of losing something else was unbearable.  I crawled out of bed and landed on my knees, hands up.   Sometimes the only thing to do is pray.  So, I prayed to, Mother Mary, Buddha, and my 3000 beautiful angels to hold me up.  Surround me in that beautiful white light as I go out into the world.  I prayed that someone heard me.  And like that, my dear friend Karan text to ask if I'd like to come to church with her.  I showed up with a deep sense of sadness, I sa...