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Within the last eight months my mother passed away, my ex-husband took me to court for custody of our daughter, due to a significant leak I was forced to leave my apartment for 2 weeks, and just last week my boyfriend told me he was no longer in love with me. I am physically, mentally, and spiritually depleted.
The ending of our relationship has left me breathless. My stomach aches with demoralization, despair, and paralyzing hopelessness. The thought of losing something else was unbearable. I crawled out of bed and landed on my knees, hands up. Sometimes the only thing to do is pray. So, I prayed to, Mother Mary, Buddha, and my 3000 beautiful angels to hold me up. Surround me in that beautiful white light as I go out into the world.
I prayed that someone heard me. And like that, my dear friend Karan text to ask if I'd like to come to church with her. I showed up with a deep sense of sadness, I sat, observed, and prayed. The sermon was over, as I began to say my goodbyes, a dear woman/angle approached us and asked if she could pray for me. As she began to pray, she looked at me and said, he's a dirty dog, and he doesn't know it. I know you think you need him, but oh sweetheart, I will provide all the things you need, and so much more. I know despair has taken hold, you have to know you're here for a higher purpose. Hold on for me, hold on.
Within the last eight months my mother passed away, my ex-husband took me to court for custody of our daughter, due to a significant leak I was forced to leave my apartment for 2 weeks, and just last week my boyfriend told me he was no longer in love with me. I am physically, mentally, and spiritually depleted.
The ending of our relationship has left me breathless. My stomach aches with demoralization, despair, and paralyzing hopelessness. The thought of losing something else was unbearable. I crawled out of bed and landed on my knees, hands up. Sometimes the only thing to do is pray. So, I prayed to, Mother Mary, Buddha, and my 3000 beautiful angels to hold me up. Surround me in that beautiful white light as I go out into the world.
I prayed that someone heard me. And like that, my dear friend Karan text to ask if I'd like to come to church with her. I showed up with a deep sense of sadness, I sat, observed, and prayed. The sermon was over, as I began to say my goodbyes, a dear woman/angle approached us and asked if she could pray for me. As she began to pray, she looked at me and said, he's a dirty dog, and he doesn't know it. I know you think you need him, but oh sweetheart, I will provide all the things you need, and so much more. I know despair has taken hold, you have to know you're here for a higher purpose. Hold on for me, hold on.
It hit me this is what faith is supposed to feel like...LOVE...pure, whole, and unconditional. I've been searching for this feeling my entire life. As the sensation washed over me, I began to understand. My ex carried me past the sadness of my mother's death and into a feeling of purpose, in a life that never yields to darkness. He led me to my destiny, I couldn't be more grateful. Sadness lingers, but peace is beginning to take hold. I don't care what it takes I want to be happy so I'm fighting till the death.
We sabotage ourselves at times, not wanting to make a move because we're comfortable. Scared that if we put ourselves out there, we might just shine brighter, and possibly receive all the beautiful things we've ever wanted? Doing the right thing is always the bravest thing even when it hurts like hell. Reach, pull, bite, fight for your healing! You're worth it!
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