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✨GURL YOU SO PRETTY!✨

Hello, hello lovelies❤️ BEAUTIFUL - Pleasing the senses or mind aesthetically. Am I intelligent? Am I smart? Or is being beautiful the only thing I'm capable of offering? These are the questions I have been asking for the majority of my life.  As a young girl, I often heard, "Samara, you are so pretty."  What I missed hearing was, "Samara, you are so intelligent, so smart, so creative, so inspiring."  Being pretty became the job and the main focus.  Which made it increasingly easy to believe I was unintelligent and not capable of offering anything other than a pretty face. Growing up on a constant diet of attention, I developed a way of moving in the world.  As a young girl, attaining my own personality proved to be very difficult.  Most were permanently dedicated to projecting a ready-made personality based on my features.  External attention became the only way to feel normal.  The exterior can be so influential; it is always at risk of d...